Why am I such a procrastinator? It’s starting to get really annoying. I feel like I can’t attain anything because I keep putting it off. I don’t understand why I do it. Case in point, on Thursday my mother called and informed me that Hyatt called and wanted to schedule an interview. It’s now Monday and I have still not called to schedule. And I really need the job. This is not the first time I’ve done so. I think I procrastinate because I don’t want to be put in an awkward situation. I 'm starting to realize that I dislike change even though I’m longing for change in my life. I disgust myself.
Oh and let’s not forget I’m a big liar. I told my mom and grandmother that my interview was today at 4pm. Yeah right. I just now lied and told them that I rescheduled for Wednesday at noon. Give me a break. I’m a huge liar. I need to work on that. But it’s easier to lie than to tell the truth. How do I explain that I didn’t schedule the interview? And I have no excuse for not doing so. I don’t get it. I’m complicated. Another story of my life… To Be Continued.
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